physics
going
off
stretching out my will at the edges, a widening puddle,
pulled apart to dissapate;
a dissolute
solution,
with no one home here,
a vacancy an unoccupied center;
[nothing worth stayin for, the lack of gravity, no mass];
going off, c'mon, you know
going off to japan, to england, they go off to austin and cyprus and san francisco and
huntington fucking beach,
my intentions scattered,
diffuse all that feeling,
and i can't protest one damn word about it,
'cos we all know
you can't want what you can't have and
the world is round, hence
the law of diffusion:
all things expand
to fill available space.
posted at 4:35 PM
observations at a wedding
don't look so
damn sad love
so breakin on yr way,
your silent glazing distant,
catchin up in things
not yr own,
takin pictures everywhere you go,
as if to capture
the things it is
maybe you miss
maybe i miss
seeing you move stiffy distant
yr eyes glazed on other things.
Don't think I don't know you, there, your
sunshine cheap and priceless
holding tight
things won't hold you
posted at 4:44 PM